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It Was Never Your Fault
02:43
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I'm ready to die at 18.
I know it's not too old, maybe a little young some would say.
I cry in my bed every night about the little things
and I can't deal with that shit any longer.
CHORUS
It was never you...
Despite what my songs would skew...
It's all me, It's all me...
Feel my wrists, they're bleeding fresh
just like my youth & innocence...
I lost so much from this life.
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no-exist.
01:17
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fake ass siri:
dying is the final destination yea boi
me:
i've been so lost again
yes my friend i can't seem to stand it...anymore.
i want to die at 18 years old....
at 18 years old: i want to be
high off XTC, oxy maybe
maybe even ketamine...
maybe some weed if I still have friends anymore...
do i even have friends anymore?
they're like paper walls...
they're all paper walls!
I'm... just furniture in a room...
do i have friends anymore?
i want to die... at 18 years old
dying at 18 years old
i will be gone forever...
and that's what i want.
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after i'll tell you this rose poked me with its thorns,
is it an insult if i call you my flower?
you don't know how much power you possess...
you hurt me, what are you running for?
i don't understand your puzzling logic
you're crying on the floor when you have the audacity to
slit my heart with your thorns...
you're still beautiful & beauty gets a rose.
i can feel your voice when it echoes my room.
it reminds me of spring's bloom.
it is not news that you bring certain doom.
both you & i know that's true.
i still can't understand your puzzling logic...
your petals are healthier than my leaves will ever be
yeah, you want to wither down to the soil...
just... like...me; just like me.
[BREAK]
i don't understand your puzzling logic
you're crying on the floor when you have the audacity to
slit my heart with your thorns...
you're still beautiful & beauty gets a rose.
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Natty Virachack Dallas, Texas
11/29/21: wtf im lookin at all thse pix w/ me init holy fu im ugly
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